I often wonder if the time to stay in place

 Now I often think of things past, and the wind scattered in the huge time under us.

I often wonder if the time to stay in place, we always stay in the seventeen years old, it will never forget themselves?

years in a vigorous attitude toward death approaching infinity, the fate of the merciless knife, bit by bit, in our time traces of carved faces.

you today, what would be the Mo Yang?

now I live in a quiet and Tolerance in the towns, where lofty throughout the year can see the blue sky, with a leisurely pace in the sky attitude, chilly sunlight on the ground Shadow Road, leaving a mottled, the evening had pigeons flying in the sky, hovering in the old church covered with moss. Summer Sunset has a vast and unlimited under the relaxed pace in the sunset people, bicycle bell noise at six in the streets, every household in the rings gradually emerge after the smoke, the smoke will be as ethereal meandering breeze drifting cold blue sky overhead.

in the winter, the sky will become more far-reaching, dark blue of the sky in flocks of migratory birds migrate northward elegant, filled with flying flying south Qunjiao misty rain and the warmth of young girls where, in the twilight sunset walking on them a layer of dark red color, like the dream of people saddled with the angels flying to heaven. To December, there will be crystal clear blue sky from above the snow still falling, the sky flying leisurely swing with cherry lonely stance.

and you? Which will appear in the corners of the world?

the historical fate of all the world woven into line, cutting the vertical and horizontal cross dim sky above us, in time under the desert breeze, the endless days and time, breaking out of an empty lonely sound.

can not abandon those who thought the years, can not leave the youth, after all, the wind was into afterimage time, in a gesture of flying the lonely solidified in endless time, shining in the silence of the years memories of the twilight.

Thus, in one lonely journey, full of go through this year, time of relief.

the picturesque relief, in numerous cold and hunger of the night, people travel to the lonely hope of survival.

people call, memories.

now I often wonder, do you still look seventeen, has a clear face and a look of bright.

in this huge world, perhaps in a corner, we have been passing, because we have forgotten each other's face, leaving only memories of light illuminate the whole of our the world.

Last night, I had a dream.

dream many years ago, the cherry trees in late spring sunlight slanting in from the blue sky and pouring down, clear atmosphere of the air was filled with the scent of cornflowers, the corner of the road, your quiet smile at me, like most of the many years ago, the sun, the white hair of the girls.

Chapter

1.

tide rushing sound.

cold blue sky above the bright Milky Way runs through the twists and turns to the dark night sky, stars such as thick and black like a broken sway in the depths of the night, flashing a cold in the sunlight, extreme target panic at the falling of a star, Pitt in the bright blue sea stars in the bright glow of silver and downs, a few fish out of the water in the air to draw a beautiful arc, and then lightly falling, the dark scales in the moonlight The following reflects the bright light, elegant and mysterious.

suddenly with a golden light across the sky, black as ink and split the night was a golden moment of the gaps, in the chilly night of pure sunlight gradually transformed into a sea of blue. Nine miles above the sky, a bird pierced the clouds panic, suddenly a glimpse of the myriad of twinkling lights below. Ming Feng

sweating on from my sleep.

how many times already, so this strange dream?

He sat up in bed, came to the hall for a cup of water for themselves, then slowly walked to the window, looking at the sky without stars.

window has unlimited time and the vast silence of the night sky, lonely empty streets in his eyes slowly started to spread, a bird flapping its wings behind the black, deep sky flashed overhead, wing Chung and moving the black wind, a white weather vane in the breeze in the night wind slowly turn toward the north, turn out the creak of the lonely sound.

street light out in a quiet corner of the beam-shaped white light coming from very far away crying like a few wildcat hollow sound, the sound as the night wind drifting the city each winding corner of the empty echoing in the silence of the night.

warmth and light disappeared, leaving only the mood that is called lonely, winding night in the open.

clear exposure to sunlight slanting down from the top of the head, planted with the lush green trees on both sides of the track, boys and girls scattered in twos and threes with a smile stepped on the foot of the mottled shadow of the sun, summer morning, with infinite clear atmosphere of air and light green breeze, teenagers riding a new bike cars, the name of the bell from a roadside avenue leisurely passing, the breeze blew the white shirt hem, the air was filled with the taste of youth , teenagers crushing laughter, bits and pieces, such as thick and black like floating down the street in the morning light filled the silence.

many years later, recalled this morning, they still recall the year will be gradually filled up the morning and early summer alone, lonely boy walking on the road. Ming Feng

yawning on walking in the alley leading to the school, Ce Zhetou asked what next October: look, tilted her head thought, hesitation: section is in English, can not make sense of.

Chu glass carrying a school bag walking in the sunset of the evening mist, the golden sun drench the skin with white girls, reflecting the glory of snow generally, between pride and Allure of the face and make some inadvertently reveals the elegance inexperienced boys on the spot Dai Li in place, however, at this time, this should make everyone crazy man is hung on the face look a touch of Resentment, eyebrows Weicu, crystal, their eyes cast a little hazy fog.

she had thought he would be a quiet sophomore lives, few of the more able to talk to the girls, talking about several vigorous love, and then usher in high school ended.

However, the total project does not change fast.

two days before the semester begins, she suddenly with a cold, launched a high fever, which a have her as Xin Tourou, Palm's family anxious carried away, let her in the house full rest for two weeks, nursed back to health the body good to get her to come to the school, which, not only came to a two-week course, and she looks like even the class of people do not know, even more exasperating is that she just a life for a year to a school where, because of the completely unfamiliar surroundings, she now can not find even in his class.

has lost its way, she was going to pull through just to ask a girl way, in front of a huge noise suddenly there came a sound.



accompanied by the sound of ringing, a dark long-haired teenager keep a hold up half the height of the railing, leaps high in the air bending, lower my eyes, then one leg with the ground, finger hold the ground, the action did not dragging its feet, elegant to the extreme.

he looked up suddenly and see the front of the girl's small mouth slightly open and flawless look, lips tick touch of sun-like smile.



behind was news that a burst of thunder-like sound, >
young face changed, and rush to the glass Chu said: Then he went straight to the men's room ran.

Chu glass still not recovered, she was just slightly open mouth stare at the little boy's gone, and my heart just felt extremely ridiculous.

At this time, Ming Feng October and just walked on campus.

Pie Piezui on Ming Feng disdain: accustomed to.

not detect on micro-Ming Feng, nodded and whispered: Vision of a sudden there was a huge figure, a whole body full of fat rapid fat is never far away from running, covered with a fast run with a little fat roll, it can not help but admire, it appears that body weight not determine a person's decision to speed factor.

in the running process, that he suddenly had a drop bar for all the action: he pulled out quickly from his arms with a huge speaker, facing the pronunciation of mouth yelled: . > Suddenly, a huge figure has been washed at least on the side, he pointed out two thick fingers of two teenagers, The students ran from here?

fat man's face to know the look, small eyes reflects a smile, he nodded to take the hint and suddenly feels like an arrow-like toward the men's room entrance.

do not know if there are several people who saw this market scenario, perhaps even to people around me exclaimed, see not, people are out to hold back.





October helplessly shook his head, looked at the men's room pity the entrance, followed by monthly Ming Feng walked towards his class.

Chu glass slightly head down, his face filled with the white glow is the imagination.

shines on Ming Feng, mouth revealing bright smile, : the.

Ming Feng, dated October look, look Chu glass, mouth curled a subtle hint of a smile.

2.

endless blue skies that day, the golden light from sowing the lofty blue sky, with the arrival of noon integrated bundles gradually pour the golden light beam, light rich in the playground shade, the sun throughout every corner of the classroom, Piaoxiang out the window, you will see numerous gold dust floating in the air, occasionally passing white birds in the field of vision.

Today, the entire high school usher in an extraordinary day.

and October in the month with Chu Ming Feng, glass stairs, when suddenly sounded again and stir around.

a few years class? head down quickly to keep up with two teenagers.

voice behind them, gradually lower down, Chu glass breathless Ming Feng to follow in October and climbed the stairs on, watching two teenagers easily climb the stairs, she secretly blame themselves too weak to usually lack of exercise, she secretly determined, must be strengthened after the exercise.

she suddenly appeared in front of a white hand, she looked up, he saw a month Ming Feng sunny smile.



gradually climbed up a touch of blush her white face, Chu glass desperately shook his head, walked quickly went in front on Ming Feng, Ming Feng, see the girl on the back of thin, mouth a more brilliant smile.

He found the girl in front is always very easy to blush.

Soon, they reached the fifth floor, clear slanting sunlight poured down from the top of the head, young girls black hair in the sun shine bright light, the morning breeze filling Wei Leng into the collar, Chu glass shuddered, followed slowly into the classroom in October.

classroom mostly girls, some of them sit together and talk about the recent excitement of some gossip, some are quietly opened the book self-study, some men lying on the table fast asleep in the morning campus, immersed in a quiet din.

Ming Feng months behind suddenly hit a whistled, ambiguous to the October hit a wink and pointed to a study hall in a quiet corner of the girls.

October wry smile, walked behind the girls, with the gentle voice said: Zhang Meili's face, while not startling beauty, but the existence of a weak nature of the gas, can arouse a man's sympathy and affection.

October smiling face looking at girls exposed smile, gently, mood.

October smiled back at the girls sat down, pulled out a book began to quietly read.

touched Chu Feng Ming glass on the shoulder and smiled, saying: biting his lips and whispered: bag, walked toward the door.

Chu glass pout, Qingyilianbu slowly followed the March Ming Feng, watching the young straight back, she growled softly whisper: After going out to the corner, the front month Ming Feng, all of a sudden stopped, walked quickly behind him, Chu glass hit him almost at once, girl angrily raised his head, hammer a bit dated Ming Feng, airway : Ming Feng

month stood a tall figure in front,Bailey UGG boots, this is a very unique face, such as the thick black ink-like eyebrows, two separately neat, small eyes, like two pieces of sausage the same lips, Chu glass suddenly like to laugh, because she thought there's a classic Stephen Chow movie role - flowery.

predecessors in her guess the focus on the origins of the time, gave her monthly Ming Feng answer, he slightly head down and whispered: proud nodded, looking serious side came from monthly Ming Feng, Ming Feng month shrugged, his face does not matter, when the , majesty asked:



struggled on Ming Feng laugh, a look of gloating, Chu glass mercilessly kicking her glances, but not the slightest effect, she paused Holothuria gently, quietly pushed the mouth.



see Chu glass nodded, His ambiguous gaze beginning to feel somewhat natural, she looked daggers at Ming Feng a month, only a smile, said: That's good. the following student said: tell us about it. just outside the school is transferred, the first meeting, to a lot of advice.

sounded loud applause under the body, the middle is also mingled with some boys scream of excitement, flowery took over the microphone, loudly: , where you want to ride? She, Chu glass eyes slowly moved back, suddenly, she Piaoxiang the last row of a vacancy, eyes slightly condensate.

the space next to it is sitting on Ming Feng, this time on stage, he did not notice the scene, because he was holding a book with relish watching, mouth hanging smile a touch of satisfaction. Chu glass suddenly took to heart the feeling of an overlooked, she nibble the lower lip, and suddenly a finger on the space next to Ming Feng, loudly: focus attention on what brush Ming Feng's body, there are several men obviously showing envy in the eyes look, after a few seconds, month, Ming Feng finally felt side of the eyes, his face looked confused, just Chu glass on the demonstration of the eyes.

flower hesitated a few seconds, only nodded and said: ! Infuriating. Chu glass angrily thought. Ming Feng watched girls sit on his side, suddenly a low voice asked: Department, severely pinched.

Why pinch me ah! Feng Ming month

girl suddenly looked a little stay for a smile,UGG boots clearance, a smile curled lips quietly.

out the window, the bright sun shines into the window, the white birds fly flap edge of the window and disappeared behind the clouds.

3.

Ming Feng, a look of slack on his chin, watching the lecture podium teacher speaks of flying spittle, eyes soft and bowed, evidently about to sleep in the past , and October is buried in a piece of paper coated with graffiti writing, and occasionally, and the girl in front of him to say a few words, the class is extremely quiet, everybody do their thing, only a handful of people listening in earnest, Chu glass Some feel eyelids slightly sour, rubbed his eyes with her hand, accidentally catch a glimpse of next month Ming Feng has climbed the table, she was to go wake him up, eyes suddenly emerged out of the morning reading a book on Ming Feng, see gusto scene, she immediately turned his head and angrily thought, Well, ignore you.

the idea of girls are always curious, this time on maple sea, and did not realize he had offended a female, still sleep let an, in a dream, he seemed to see a vast expanse of the great plains , showing an amber light like a clear, blue sky and the clouds passing fast, dropping to the ground a piece of mottled shadow, Gu Ying hovering in the silent sky, shepherd's flute like a melodious wind filled the sky, lush grass gradually lodging, like a cloud-like flocks of sheep had diffuse earth.

fan whirring sound overhead.

chalk and blackboard small friction sound.

birds outside the window the sound of wings.

September sun swept over window frames, a cut in the classroom golden, Chu glass to speak, a bright mind, she Pianguo Tou, looking at the boy sleeping under the sun, the heart gradually spread out to tender.

summer sky takes on a transparent glass-like, deep blue lake as the sunlight, clouds changing no fixed, empty the sound of bird wings echoing in the sky. Ming Feng

lying on the soft green grass in the bright sunlight slightly narrowed his eyes, said with a joking tone: br> face swollen leaf repair snappily replied: Last week also you fix me first, I called to the road he also applied Bishen. breathing, looked relaxed on the appearance of Ming Feng, he smile: to a very beautiful girl. Feng Ming month ramp glanced at him, Yeh, could not repair, he gave the call to stand up, the whole sea of people to the moon maple fury.

Ming Feng shrieking cry on, quickly jump back to dodge. Just listen to the cries of piercing screams coming continuously, green grass on the ground suddenly flying. October

He reluctantly shook his head, eyes closed, quietly enjoying the afterglow of the setting sun.

evening light gradually dissipated, dark blue of the sky come the whole world.

hung the moon, the stars Shulang song. Cool and bright moonlight, the world seems coated with a layer of silver glory on a shuttle walking hurriedly Ming Feng, in the corner, looked up and looked at the pale blue sky, a sudden inexplicable sighed.



turned a corner in the post, Ming Feng suddenly of a heart on a move, just now, he seemed to hear a small voice. It was a man

suppressed groan. Ming Feng

suddenly on the body guard up, the cat with the body he slowly walked to the groans emanating from the direction.

came, one of which also mixed with thin Menheng sound. Ming Feng

quietly leaned on the corner of the alley will be back against the wall, secretly looking towards the alley.

There are three people who look like punks formed a circle, facing the middle of a teenager punched and kicked a man played hard,bailey UGG boots, and suddenly one foot stuck in the chest at the juvenile, juvenile alive Chuaidao corner . Huge crash came from the back, Junior suddenly Menheng cry, pale one.

looking at the situation, on Ming Feng Qiao Qiao sighed and was about to turn left.

the world's injustice is so great that he could not be a stranger to those who contribute their valuable charity.

Ming Feng was about to turn around in the month, the boy suddenly looked up.

that time, the stars Lichtung, moonlight spilled off the snow. Dark and bright young pupil, quietly mapped the sky in stars, as the Qing Ming falls on top of the North Star ever.

many years after the recall on Ming Feng, Ching Ming still clearly remember that night that a pair of bright moonlight and bright stars, such as pupil of the eye.

Junior suddenly roared loudly, jump up from the ground, right fist as the winds of Hong Xiang nearest bully.

howling up and moaning shrill ring of the entire alley.

remaining two apparently startled boy crazy, looking at the young wolf-like eyes as disabled, a surge of cold rising from their hearts. Suddenly, one of the bully in the eyes exposed fierce look, he Bao He soon, right hand clenched into a fist, threw the boy to shake off.

standing proudly, mouth smile strong disdain.

bully that looked at the rise of the tall figure on maple sea, and then look behind the eyes of the indomitable young look of things today can not be known for. He suddenly Lengheng heard, on the TV drama boy coldly: endless small fry and never looking back toward the lane, went the opposite direction, they disappeared in the blink of an eye end of the street.



Ming Feng months staring at the approaching young, and suddenly the body of a loose, fell down the whole person.

breath, watching the boy bruised face, he sighed with frustration.

morning.

father's room, heard heavy alcohol, at home, still in ruins, torn off half of the noodle box is randomly thrown in the trash, which is not finished yet remnants of half-baked face, After a long period of fermentation, Foulest strange odor. There have been off the ground a few cigarette butts. As long there is no clear reasons, the surface takes on a strange dark gray, few have the old yellow newspaper arbitrary scattered on the ground, dark sky from the window spilled into the quiet room in this old, whole room full of stale smell.

cold Xi secretly sigh, a little broom to sweep the hall again, and then drained into the rubbish bin, and then put together a little bit messy in the hall, when everything seems a little easy on the eyes the point, he did not stop the hands of the living, the house in her father gently knocked on the door.

door He was suddenly a huge roar sounded in the room:

Who I cook, who packed the house, ah? I angry with you to support you, not to air the bird by you, you better give me his mother sensible point, otherwise, I one to strangle you.

Lenghao hand grabbing his son by the collar crazy twitching nostrils issued heavy breathing room, cold hands and grabbed his collar Xi, blushed. After the roar, Lenghao sudden release his right hand, a slap in the face a harsh slap in the face of the cold Xi.

The body was that kind of feel the tremendous power of attack was to fly out, hard to hit the wall behind him, he seemed to hear his fragile bones groan issued, the body becomes buoyant. So the tears flow.

Xi stared looking at the cold front, the eyes not the slightest focus.

I'll die.

how do I not dead?

colorful dark as if the light flashed. Cold Sunrise

childhood, there had been a happy and wonderful family.

time, the image of the memory of the cold Xi, is that lofty sky blue, white birds passing overhead, and every door in my parents came from laughter.

cold Xi's mother was a musician. Then placed in a corner of the hall a huge piano, leisure hours, the mother always sat beside the piano, fingers like a butterfly-like play turned out beautiful music. Whenever this time, my father always sat on the sofa and cold Xi, and listening to the melody. Now recall, cold Xi can still remember my father was clearly intoxicated face expression.

occasionally an end, my mother always picked up the small cold Hay in her lap, the hand and teach him to play the piano. Cold Xi childhood musical talent, then it probably is revealed out.

Whatever the track, a small cold Xi mother always pointing in the moment to be able to play together skilled and smooth, black and white piano keys in the cold Xi's eyes, as if turned into a vibrant and in a notes, dancing in the air. Every time, the mother's face will always reveal the expression of surprise, will hold up a small cold Xi, Chongni to squeezed his pink little face, joy and said:
the weekend, my father and mother, always with a cold Xi to a nearby park to go fly a kite. At that time, clouds, blue sky, green grass, cold Xi running in the summer sun,cheap UGG boots, the wind blows the hair of his forehead, running his attitude in the wind, as the wizard.

However, everything from a cold Xi-year-old that year changed.

then filled with a family like the smell of smoke, my parents room, is often heard arguing suppressed, the father faces a growing number of the stubble, the mother's face impatient